So long nv update le... Waiting for hubby to finish his work, suddenly watched some shows that make me feels like finding somewhere to be able to let me write about my feelings.
Been together with hubby till now 22/05/2010.. soon will be one and a half year together le... been trying to apply and get our flat, planning to get married in 3 to 4years time..
In facebook i will update what me and hubby doing oftenly, some might think is very rou ma, some might think is too often, but to me, is something tht i can be proud of and say out without feeling any strange feelings.. because i got a boyfriend that some might really be jealous of..
We both keep thinking of wanting to go to genting asap~~ miss genting so much~~~~ We love to go genting cos genting we can have our er ren shi jie very easily and relaxing.. Nothing to fan and disturb us~ can enjoy our days very nicely...
Just went back to my old blog to look at it, i wrote about 1 of the days when going out with my hubby b4 we together.... haha quite a fun memories that is.... enjoyed the sweet times together with hubby~~ going to tell hubby about it later when i saw him~ lol~ he sure will smile and laugh too de~
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4:03 AM
♥Saturday, May 22, 2010
Being together with hubby for 1year and 11days le.. Being through so much ups and downs... After being with him, I found out that i can do alot things that i never did b4 just for him.. Guess this time I really loved him alot more than what we being through the previous together.. I actually also didn't know why i just want to hold on to him forever, the determination in wanting to be together with him forever is just so strong.. Applying for flat maybe is just a normal process but to me is kind of like part of my dreams coming true now.. My dream is simple for now le, as long forever got hubby around, i'm happy enough already.. Maybe some ppl will say why my dream is so simple or what, although most ppl might see me and hubby so loving, but sometimes will really have some bad times between us.. Ppl say that no couple will be able to be together forever without quarrels before, hubby told me once that we will solve and pass through those quarrel days and soon we will be able to receive our certificate of happiness de..
Hubby is a very nice guy, he's very outgoing, cares alot for family members, sometimes he can really care alot for me which i felt so sweet being together with him.. Although my hubby sometimes might not be that sweet to me, sometimes he might not know what i want or maybe say sometimes he doesn't understand what girls want, but no matter what sometimes he will just do something that you will never expect and will be so happy with it.. For example few months ago when he's free at home, sometimes he will cook and bring to me a love shape steamed egg with pasta in a lunch box for me as supper, also have a love shape sandwiches, love shape agar agar.. Sometimes he will use paper to fold it into love shape or use a servette to fold it into a rose for me... Sometimes he will feed me eat or take water and feed me drink too.. He will almost everyday some to my house and hug me and say i love you laopo to me.. Whenever i need to go somewhere he will try his best to bring me go.. Although he don't really like to go shopping, he will sometimes bring me go to a shopping centre to walk around.. On our 1st anniversary he gave me 3 surprises.. Whenever he wokes up and go to work he will call me once, when 12pm he will call me once, when he off work he will call me once.. He did alot alot things for me which i'm really very touched with all this... All this really makes me more confirm that i need him by my side forever, he's my energy to everything now..
Although both of us is Virgo, when quarrels we won't be the same as each other.. Start will always be me, but i'm able to cool down very fast awhile after quarrel.. Hubby won't be the one who starts the quarrel, but will be the one who will never cool down fast when quarrel.. Guess Virgo boys and Virgo Girls is not the same in this ba.. Sometimes he wonders when will i stop quarrelling, while i will wonder when he will realise he should cool down faster.. But 1 thing that we both is the same will be we both doesn't have much patience in things...
Both Virgo wants to be together really is not easy at all.. This is the 1st time that i really can't leave someone no matter what... Never have this feeling so strong before.. Being through so many different relationships, after what the 1st ex did to me, i never hold on to a relationship very strong till no matter what won't give up le.. But this time after being together with hubby, makes me really really want to hold on strong this time.. Wendy told me before that it might be really tough for me to keep hold on so strong.. Told me don't force myself to change too much of my usual self.. But no matter what happens, i will still do anything just to be together with hubby.... I know hubby won't hurt me like what 1st ex did to me.. But hope he won't give up on me too and thinks the same as me... No matter what our together isn't simple, is fate that brings us together, 2 times together is because of trap in thuderstorm... I believe that gods want us to be together.. So i will never give up easily this time on this relationship..
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6:39 PM
♥Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Year 2010 liaos.... Being through the 1st anniversary with hubby... I'm really very happy being together with him, he gave me lots of surprises on that day...
Xmas suppose to be i plan a day out with my hubby... At 1st i tried to give him some surprises, but end up to be a very unhappy for us during xmas, maybe christmas for me is cursed now??
Got the anniversary present from hubby on 1st jan 2010, is a guess wallet and i love it alot... Hubby brought me to tampines mall and city square mall just to get this wallet...
Got some big quarrels with hubby during this 1year and 1mth period, although i feel that both of us somehow really got sick of quarrels and i got the fear that hubby is giving up le... But we still together now.. Hope we can try our best to stop any quarrels from now on ba..
At 1st we planned to get a flat and get married on 2012.. But the dream is getting further and further le.. At 1st hubby plans the same as me de.. But today he told me that not everything can go as what we want.. That's when i know the dream is getting further le... Although i can't blame him anything for this, but deep in my heart it's just so hurt, i been asking to save together since sept 2009 but hubby got some reasons so can't save still.. I being saving up money for emergency use or maybe can help up abit in the money needed for our future house.. But it won't work up still.... Maybe is fate that i won't get the chance to have my own baby on Dragon year already ba.. Any friends giving birth on Dragon year? Can let me be god-mother? Lol.. Just joking, but if anyone willing, i'm really willing to be and promised to be a very good god mother for the baby... Dragon baby is my whole life dream.. People can dream of getting their ideal job or getting rich, but i dream of getting a dragon baby only.. But since is not possible for me anymore.. I guess i sldnt do anything more or mention abt it anymore ba.. Starting from today i sld try to give up on the hope of a dragon baby le ba.. Get everything on what hubby plans ba.. As long he's not giving up me, i sldnt complain abt anything more le ba.. So i'm not getting married in 2years later le,.. friends who thought i will be getting married in 2years later, forget about what i said b4.. Wish during dragon year, all the babies will be born happily and healthy.. As for my marriage, will not mention abt anything anymore unless hubby proposed le ba..
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8:49 AM
♥Tuesday, January 5, 2010
SOoo Long nv update again, hais, so many things happened this few mths, got good things got bad things too. I will jus wrote a summary out ba.
Good Things 1) My 21st Birthday - 12th sept - 15th sept i booked a chalet, 12th Sept I celebrated my birthday at Coasta Sand Pasir Ris Chalet, Lots of My relatives and friends came, Thanks for all the wishes and presents, I like it alot =) For my exact birthday 13th sept, I celebrated with my hubby at Pasir Ris, I received my present from hubby on 9th sept 2009, Cos is 090909 and also is our 9th month anniversary, i'm wearing the necklace every min and sec right now, without taking it down at all. My hubby bring me to Sakura buffet for dinner on that night and after that we went for the ferris wheel and movie G-Force lastly, Im so happy at that night with hubby around. My hubby Birthday on 14th sept, on 13sept we back to the chalet at 11plus, then i delayed my hubby's time till 11.50pm then ask him go bathe, i took the surprise present i prepared for him and stood outside the bathroom wait him bathe finish and when he stepped out of the bathroom, I sang a Birthday song for him and gave him the present, Hope he likes it =) on 14th sept 4pm plus i brought him to eat Seoul Garden buffet at E!Hub, Till around 6plus we went to the arcade to play, Till 7.30pm i brought him slowly go up and brought him to Kbox, Although he dont sing de, but then i prepared a list of songs to sing to him, Cos is all my feelings to him, he always mentioned he like to listen to songs that will make him think of me, even when the period that we break with each other 2yrs ago, lots of memories he wont forget. Hope my hubby enjoyed tht day of cos.
2) 2nd happy thing is My hubby is really getting along with my family members, Can see that my family members like him alot too, happy to see that they are getting along.
3) 3rd happy thing is we are planning for our trip to genting again!!! But this time round is special and im excited for it, Bcos is our 1st time go genting on our own, no other ppl, is totally er ren shi jie!!! We will be taking Transtar 16seater Solitare to go up!! Is the best bus among all the buses! End of Oct we will be going~ EXCITED!!
Bad Things
1) Dont know is this bad or not, My grandma de sickness, Good thing is that she's improving alot for her kidney, But bad thing is after my birthday, she got a snake diseases and bcos of that she fainted and went into the hospital and stayed in hospital for 6days, that 6days my whole family is totally exhausted, we need to went straight to hospital this 6days and i need to go from morning till night time jus to take care of my grandma, bcos of tis lots of work i cant do, end up when back to office, lots of things i need to handle.
2) Got some big quarrels with my hubby, Although we will be ok for sure after all this still, But i got abit of unsecured feelings here n there now, i Can dreamt of my hubby outside with other girls, i can dreamt of my hubby dumped me off, alot of days i cant slp well jus cos of the dreams, think of it, i told my hubby b4 but he didnt say anything, when i wana find someone to talk to, i got no ppl in mind that i can truly share with, my hubby always say nothing or small things i can oso think until like that, but hopefully he will realise my feelings ba.. Still trying in progress..
3) My sickness is back again, Feeling so terrible this few days, the only one i can go to when im sick is my hubby, Cos i can only depend on him now, i dont wana let my family worried abt me still when my grandma already let them worried le, Although sometimes my hubby still doesnt understand, but he will come for me when i really need him ba, i dont know he will heart pain or not when seeing me there feeling so terrible, but i hope he will bear with me, sometimes he jus said those words that can hurt me alot, but jus a hug from him everything will jus went off.
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6:07 PM
♥Thursday, October 1, 2009
Weeeee, soooo long nv update again, cos got 2 big things to update, so came to write today..
1st is our genting trip, although im very sick at there, due to the cold which makes me shivering for the 1st nite and my hubby got toothache and coughing at there too, but we still having lots of fun at snow world for the 1st nite, we took a combo deal there which we can take 2 pictures and print them in 8R and 5R size for RM 30, i took the 5R and put in my room and 8R for my hubby's room. We changed our hotel room from deluxe room to deluxe view room too, the view is sooooo nice, i definitely will change to deluxe view room everytime i go genting now. We watch the Angels & Demons in genting cinema in the 1st nite, but due to my sickness, i halfway fell aslp and nv watch at all, after tht thanks to my hubby de care, he took care of me all the way till i slp when we went back to hotel. I just love his caring and concern for me. The next day we went to arcade to play till very fierce for the basketball machine cos we want to win the 2000 ticket soft toy. End up we just spent RM 50 to win a rabbit soft toy for 2000 ticket and 550 ticket for a small cow soft toy. After that we went to eat the buffet dinner in Resort Hotel but dunno why we all no appetite to eat much, after playin awhile more in arcade during the nite then we went back to hotel room awhile b4 watching Night At The Museum 2 at 11pm. After watching the show, my hubby and his bro got a call from home that simon which is their small bro got a high fever, my hubby very worried until forgot abt our promise that we will take pics ard when after the show, i tht time quite sad when cant get to take pics, but guess no choice then. Next day we pack up our luggages and went to lunch b4 going to the bus terminal, cant bear to leave genting again cos this trip have alot things cope up until we didnt totally able to enjoy the trip. But we planning to go genting again in october maybe with my family too. Hopefully my grandma will recover from her sickness soon, so that she will be able to go with me too.
2nd big thing to me and my hubby, is that my hubby ytd 21st june 2009, finally offically met my parents and my grandma and aunt & uncle, quite happy that my family didnt have any negative comment abt my hubby, somemore my hubby can join in our conversation quite easily too, we went to NTUC to buy things to give my grandma and my dad as father's day, then went to my aunt hse to eat dinner, after tht i play mahjong then my hubby sit beside me all the way. My hubby tell me that he finally relieved that he offically meet my parents liaos hees. i oso very happy that next time can often bring my hubby go up house liaos, things are getting in a nice way, if nothing bad happens, think my hubby and i will really be able to get married in 2yrs time. Hopefully when that time comes, all my relatives and my hubby de relatives will be able to attend.
One more thing is that im waiting for the July GST money to book my bdae chalet, lol no choice cos really very poor, planning to invite who too, will have to cut down some due to the financial reason, sorry to my best jie mei wendy too, to need you to return the money as much as you can cos i really need the money too, i know you also very tight, but thanks for the understanding ger, love you lots lots too, august you 21st bdae liaos, i sure will go to your chalet de, but in the midnight lol cos is a saturday! Muacks love you girl. =x But i love my hubby most lol, muackies muackies muackies muackies hubby!!! I love you lots lots lots!!
P.S : Anyone got lobang about doing business online, please tell me!!! I need to earn extra money!!! LOL!
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6:56 PM
♥Sunday, June 21, 2009
So long long long nv being blogging, busying playing with facebook, busying being together with hubby..
me and hubby already 5mth plus le, but we are still so sweet loving together, i cant live one day without him, love his kisses and hugs, love his everything..
even though we will have quarrels once in a while, but every quarrels only let us being more loving and understanding..
he's like my li xiang qing ren, no1 can be more impt than him in my heart now, i believe our zhen ai together will become forever and ever~
we already planning to get married in 2years time, probably around mid year of 2011 ba, ROM sld be more earlier than tht, but mus see when he proposed to me 1st liaos hees, waiting for the wedding fair next year cos probably we will get a wedding gown package there ba.. although it might sound quite early to get married but we both cant wait to have our own family together and form a happy family~ hopefully will come very fast! lol =x
weeee today is 16th may 2009, 6 more days to our 2nd genting trip together, this time going together with hubby's bro and gf, we 4 person taking transtar premium and staying 3D2N there.. hopefully will be a very happy trip~ cant wait for it, my hubby and me is so excited abt it everyday now lol..
after coming back frm genting, starting of june i will be booking a chalet for my 21st birthday on 13th sept, after that i will send invitation card to every of my friends, hope you guys will be free to come by then, i miss all my jie meis and aiais and buddys lots, cant wait to see you all at there~
Lastly i want to say something to my hubby at here,
hubby arh, i know sometimes we might be quarreling until very bad, but every quarrels makes us more closer, when u promised that 2yrs later u will make me your legal wife, there is nothing that can be sweeter than this le, i hope that in the future no matter what, we will always be together, but then hors, i mus control more of my temper and u must be sweeter ok? hehes lidat hors, we will cfm be the most sweetest and loving couple liaos hehes. I LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS HUBBY~~ PROMISED TO BE FOREVER~ I WILL NEVER CHANGE MY HEART ANYMORE~ I LOVES YOU LOTS HUBBY~ MUACKIES~~~~~~~~~~~
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7:26 AM
♥Saturday, May 16, 2009
13th march 2009 friday after work went to bring grandma to dinner at kovan and after tht meet baha,jayce and dennis at bishan at 8.30pm. we went to bishan partyworld but there is no more room till 10.15pm, so we went to call up different places to check which places there is room available still, after that we check that shenton way has room still, so jayce drove and bring us to shenton way. didnt went there b4, when we reach there, there is no carpark available, so we went down and wait for jayce then take the room. there is quite alot of new songs unavailable there compare to the other outlets, end up i learnt all the new songs didnt get to sing. ard 3am we sang finish, hubby came to fetch me, jayce went home alone cos she too tired, at 1st hubby asked to send dennis back too but he say he going find frd, so end up me hubby and baha went to jalan kayu to eat supper.on the way there, at the place after amk ave 5 exit, there is a accident there and i saw the lorry front half side gone case, baha say he saw a body lying there, after awhile then we reached there. while eating, they talked abt quite alot of things and ard 4.30am then went back home.
14th march 2009 i went to hubby hse to find him 1st then decide whether to go to hubby's grandma hse or not, hubby cooked instant noodles with a heart shape egg for me b4 i reached his hse. muackies. after eating, we played awhile game and after that decided not to go out, dinner we went down to the provision shop to buy campbell soup and the 100 dry instant noodles to cook. after dinner we cont to play till midnight we went to the cathay to watch dragonball evolution.
15th march 2009 came to hubby hse for lunch and luckily i came out earlier, cos when i reached, just nice raining. at 1st hubby want to go down for soccer, luckily rain came cos i dont want to go. after tht we played game till dinner i ate "yi mian" and played till hubby's dad back.
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7:23 AM
♥Sunday, March 15, 2009
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